last resorts

I was talking to a friend the other day about my financial situation, and she informed me that she went through the same thing a few months back and ended up setting up a donation site to help her move home, and it worked.

I don't have any close friends or family that are willing to help me. So I guess I am just going out on a limb here, and hopefully word will spread.

Basically, I've been living in the back of a car for about a year. I lived in Dayton, OH up until last month, and now I'm living in Flint, MI. I was supposed to start work with a friend, but he wasn't able to help, so I ended up having to do a lot of things for money I'm not proud of. I've never done drugs before, so it's painful for me to even think about everything I've done just to eat a decent meal once a week or get gas money just so I can move to the next parking lot.

My dad is a drug dealer, and I don't know where my mom is. I have two little brothers that I try to send money to once in a while that both live in foster care. One is 9, the other is 12, and they've both already started getting into drugs.

I don't know what to do. I'm 27 years old, and I would like to bring my brothers back from Ohio to live with me, but it just isn't possible at this point. I do not like to beg, and I'm pretty embarrassed doing this on a public computer. There are people surrounding me in the library wondering when the last time I took a shower was, all because...well. I don't look so pretty.

I will not have internet access so I'm just really hoping my friend will spread word for me, so I can at least get a little bit of money to eat and send my little brothers. I hate thinking of them living in foster care. I was in one for most of my life and it lead me here. I was released when I was 18 and since then I havent had a place to live and sleep in peace since. I was given a run down car by another friend, and it breaks down a lot, and I've been lucky to get as far as I have. I pray to God everyday that I get some good luck find a job and can get my brothers back in a decent home.

So please, if you are reading this, if you can spare one dollar, everything is worth it. I have set up a free type of donation button that you can use below. they will take 5% of whatever is donated, I guess, to cover their expenses. Thank you so much in advance, and God bless whomever is reading this. Even if you cannot help, your prayers and good thoughts are welcome and appreciated.